I know I am different.
I know it annoys you.
I know it upsets you that I want something else far from what you had planned.
I know it might break your heart, but I want to be happy and not pleasing.
I know you wish I was just like you, but I am me.
I know I want to be at peace.
I know I love to be free.
I know I never want to live my life the way society thinks it is supposed to be.
I know I have swallowed my words for a long time in fear of not to sound crazy.
I know I have shrunk just for validation.
I know I had always given just to make people stay.
I know I had always seen love in a twisted way which involved pain, endurance, and suffering.
I know I had betrayed myself.
I know I am still learning to love now.
I know I want to find my own answers and look within.
I know now my life is mine.
And I want to live it.
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