I should have left
When you asked me to leave me behind and shrink just for you
I was told I deserved better
But it’s you, I had given myself to you
I should have left when you left
When your actions showed different from your words, when I didn’t recognize you anymore; those eyes that burned with hate and disgust—words that pierced like a sharp heated knife laced with poisoned thoughts
You left
I dropped to my knees begging you to stay with me
I cried and cried, I got drunk and I cried, but I should have left
I still found a way back to you
Holding onto those moments of selfish happiness
Seeking the arms that didn’t want me, to hold me just one more time
I should have left, but I did leave, once, twice, the third time, the forth and may more
Then you came back asking for something you knew I wanted to give you
My leaving legs got weak
He is back, I thought
But there you go again making me feel less
But then, I’ll give anything to make you stay
Eventually, those moments of happiness always turned to sleepless nights in tears
Why am I never the first to leave?
Do I have this love thing all twisted in my head?
I left
I set fire to everything and watched it burn
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Wooow this is so touching 😩😩😩 I feel so emotional right now 😔😔